its new yr!

had 7-pat coffee when working at ark jus now. felt so disgusted after e coffee tt i made my self cup of limade. mayb should try tea instead of coffee nx time. btw, stingray rice was not bad. bt not very~ nice oso.

seems like ive stopped blogging since poly. y? ive got a laptop n wireless net in np. n yet.
browsed thru my entries blogged when i was in cch. everyday is sch, commitments r my ccas n sph. aim is to finish as many hw as poss, having fun abt smuggling food into our mouth without teacher knowing. thanks tt theres blog. reminds me of e times n memories i had.
should continue to blog at least a bit everyday. if not tt period of life seemed to b lost somewhere.

has life get more complex since i graduate? i wasnt e same old me. 2006 was really a great change.
1stly, ive changed my 4 yrs plan of getting into a jc, most prefered tjc, to my most detested poly. cos after my 1st 3 mths in jc, ive decided tts not e kind of life ive wanted. though ill start to ponder whether hav i made e rite chioce, everytime i c jc students in uniform.
bt, now i wan to say, im really glad tt ive chosen poly, n chosen chs. for my life is really filled with a lot of meaningful contents. well, i oso started to think wat do i really wanted to b in e future. wat kind of work should i get after i graduate? sph? hoped not, if not im afraid ill b on e blacklist of late gao everytime. anyway, bcos of poly life chosen, ive got many working experiences, with sph xinmin, with pp breadtalk, with rh, n most imptly, with ark, where i met great ppl n buddies, seen many faces of life n wat society is like. it is a strange place which taught me a lot of things n giv me a lot of gains. if im in jc now, i wont get to noe so many wonderful ppl, mayb ill hav a good gang of mates in jc, bt most prob ill b kicked out by now, for not being able to pass promo. haha. hu noes. many impt decisions got to b made. n theres definitely gains n losses.

2nd great change, is sth which is v horrible, tt ive changed my commitment from txy to ark. from txy, which i can even giv up my olvl studying time to commit, to somewhere tt no loyalty is required, e ark. i don deny tt its becos of ..., bt sth more horrible is tt im now e leader of ty. hai. they say, i need to find wat i used to feel when i go sph, b4 i can really do well for my grp.looking at wat ive blogged, i seemed to not getting anything ive wanted, not in any comm. i guess its really rite tt, u only understand when time past. i then noe y i was at such a state when i was in cch. isnt it much better now?

seems like im gd at finding myself bored once in a while. there was once in 06, i think its nov, im totally sick im my life, for doing exactly e same thing everyday, boarding e same bus, same train, everyday, doing e same thing during lesson, doing e same thing after sch, even e same bus same time after work. i was even sick of eating, n even ark. yes i was sick of ark. after working consequently for 4 days a wk for nearly 2 mths. i noe i was a bit selfish cos flora has been working like tt long time ago. bt, i jus felt sick of e place. now it became ok. im not so sick of life after sleeping thruout e 2 wks break. haha. n after e many outings with ark ppl, im back to life again. though i really dunno, how long more im going to stay, if flo n fp really left.

so time flies, its again another yr. had my xmas n new yr countdown with ppl tt i most treasured n wanted to spend time with, at ark, working with my dear colleagues. things really changed. cos last yr i spent my time with txys. bt i thought, last xmas i gav u my heart, yet e nx day u gav it away, so tis xmas, im going to giv it to someone special, as e song sang =)
it was a really different experience countdown at ark. though not many ppl stayed for countdown, it was a fun nite. thanks to e MONsters, n fun ppl like my colleagues. im glad tt ive choose to work at such a warm place. jh came down oso, choose to spent countdown at ark, for which i think, mayb he still couldnt leave ark jus like tt, mayb its bcos of ppl on stage, mayb its jus bcos of its ark, i dunno.
after countdown, die oso must watch de death note 2 nv watch. so we walked to chinatown to hav supper. chased by e irritating guy at e coffe shop, we set home at 3 sth. they went to take cab, i went to catch nr7. its e 1st time i c so many ppl on e street, at such a time of 4am. so, NRs passed by one by one, each one fulled of ppl. they couldnt catch a cab anywhere, ya, so we met again. when its nearly 5, we decided to jus board e 1st bus. n when poor ppl hav to sit on e road n wait, im really thankful n fortunate we could go back to ark, where there were comfortable sofas for us to take a nap 1st. had my 1st icecream of 07 from jh =) thanks a lot. its oso e 1st time im at ark at such an early hr. went home at 6 sth. 1st time i c e 1st bus is full of ppl, sleeping, haha.

1st one to shake my hand, jh.
1st one ive hugged, hm.
1st dang ive listened, MONsters.
1st bus i took, 12.

though its a bit late, bt, goodbye to 2006 =) i think its e 1st time, tt im really thinking of some new yr resolutions, haha. thanks to them.

1) ive quietly promised myself, try my very very best not to b late in any form. not in meetings, not for work, not for assignments, projects, email msgs. im trying.
2) i really hoped, at least not a lonely life b4 e end of my last teenage life. at least not a lonely xmas tis yr.
3) no more unfruitful holidays. hoped to get more readings at nlb. so tt i wont feel so drained when doing narrative projects.
4) i noe ive been quite a irresponsible person. ill try very very hard not to break promises, once ive made them. im really trying.
5) start resuming my keyboard lessons!

quite greedy huh.
made it on time for 1st assignment tis yr, e tea project =) n im even making it early for classed! haha.

its new yr! so jiayou! jiayou studying, working, for tianying, for chs, for korean club, for me, for them!
i wonder wat changes there ll b at e end of tis yr. hoped not a lot.


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