again today.. going on everyday, yes im tired.. im sick of it..
yes, i noe its been too long.. i noe how u felt.. i noe im being selfish.. bt trust me tis is not going to help.. its futile..
i really dunno how to solve tis.. r we really born to take on challenges like TIS?! jus to TEST UR ABILITY?! if tts e case can u stop testing me, i really hav no ability for u test..
im not blaming u of tis, i noe e reasons, really.. bt i jus cant.. i really dunno how to take tis.. cant u jus let go.. i cant, n i dunno how..
can i jus stop e time here, at tis moment.. i jus cant imagine wat will happen after tt.. i jus don think tt i can take wats going to happen.. i dont want..