ten more days to co syf..

sorry to ... ..
sorry to yy..
sorry to hm..

long time nv update oready.. shall talk abt sph 1st..
last sat went sph.. n stayed till 9 plus then went home.. was editing on e zigengdi.. finally finished today.. n from 2000 over words to less than 1200 words was a great achievement.. haha.. heartfelt gratitude towards all tianying ppl hu came down that day..n ya.. happy belated birthday to yuru.. n i felt fortunate to b with e enthu ppl of tianying..
n ya.. was coughing badly these few days.. im sorry to everyone sitting at my area.. for disturbing ur during lessons.. really sorry.. these ppl includes.. hm, henry, yl, yy, xl, wilbur, n mayb derek n ws.. ya.. truly sorry for my irritating coughing n sniffing.. n thanks to xl.. :)
last sat was co.. was thinking not to b late for tis last few practices, bt late again for 10 min.. haha.. going to b early for tis last sat practice.. ill definitely going to miss co i guess.. n is not e ppl is e co.. ppl mayb a few bah.. including those seniors hu graduated few batches back.. ya made me wanting to come co.. haha.. i guess is e feeling bah.. i dunno how i going to live after losing one of my commitment.. after 21st april.. its really time to change my focus to studies.. till today i could still rmb e day when we had syf in 2003.. 8th july.. e day we retrieve e gold award.. sincerely hoped that we could get it tis yr.. bt gold with honour, think no chance le.. with tis slacking attitude of tis younger batch.. hai.. thats really how i felt.. so jus praying for a gold.. n going to bring back cello to practice.. my last chance to use it.. when will i get my own..
for i hav to say.. i didnt regret joining co.. n i think jh n fredrick did a gd job tis yr.. plus a few comm members..
e rest of felts ill leave till 21st april.. e day when ill step down.. regardless of how much i can t bear to leave..
how sad.. e last note of molihua at sch, will b my last note played in cchmsco.. then thats e end of my life in cchmsco.. i hav to say that there r times i really hate some ppl n disagree on some of e rules implemented which made me wanting to quit.. bt on e whole, i don regret joining..
was thinking wat i had went thru in cchmsco in e past few yrs.. shall reflect on that later..

btw.. watched naked weapons ytd.. nothing much abt e content except that its quite cruel.. bt it made me reflect on a lot of things..
as i was fortunate to live in wat i am now.. i felt content physically to wat was given to me.. gratitude esp. expressed to those hu brought me happiness.. including my mum n dad.. thanks lots..
i think i must change e habit of blogging not blogging for a long time, then once started i cant end.. haha.. nitez n sweet dreams.. to everyone i care for..