Wednesday, February 23, 2005

wat is e feeling of liking someone..?

sorry to ... ..
sorry to yy..

ytd was interclass soccer.. i wanted to watch bt i cant.. cos got co.. so sad.. bt i feel that im becoming more n more towards co now.. 4 yrs of experience made me wanting to join co in jc, well if i really get into tj.. although i oso wan to join bball lah.. cos i jus like bball so much.. anyway, i liked e way co performs on stage, n liked e feeling of being on stage with co.. is co not all co ppl.. cos some co ppl jus sucks, jus cant stand some of them.. bt oso got gd n responsible one like junhong, he v cute, fredrick, n talented guy like tingkai, my dearest junior huiling, shiyun, stephanie n of cos a lot more lah.. anyway, syf is jus one day b4 cdc performance.. hope we get gold again tis yr.. pls..
n today was talentime audition.. think e chance for me getting into e final is like.. hai.. cos like 50 over soloist tis yr.. so sad.. no one wan to sing duet with me.. hai.. last yr le.. jus hope that i can go into jc.. most preferably tj..
on e bus joy told me if u hav a bf then ull keep on thinking n worrying whether he will change his heart not.. if not that means u don like him enough.. is that true..? that means ive not been liking him enough..? i don think so bah.. it depends hu that ure liking rite.. cos according my memory, i don remember encountering such feeling that time.. not bcos i didnt like enough, its bcos hes e rite one.. im e one hus at fault.. shouldnt hav hurt him that much.. cos hes e one worrying that ill don wan him.. does that mean hes true to me.. definitely rite.. bt too late now.. i don qualify to say these things long time ago.. mayb e possibility didnt remain since e time of my mistake.. im sorry n i regrets.. even till now..
how long can e feeling of admiring somebody remains..?
how can he change his mind so fast.. or did everything jus meant to b a joke from e v beginning..? i dunno.. or did i do anything wrong..
one day ill jus tell jh.. ur joke is simply too big.. stop making tis kind of assumptions of ur own..
sometimes i really wonder..

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