Tuesday, January 25, 2005

recalling..

sorry to ... .. hope u forgive me.. is it possible btw us again..
sorry to yy..

wa.. so fast one mth of my sec 4 passed.. faster than ive expected..
well.. tis mth was like thought a lot.. cos is e last yr of life in chung cheng.. e so called e most precious n golden time in life is ending.. :'( i donno how to describe e feelng.. its jus sad concentrated with regrets.. jus cant stop myself from regretting n feeling sorry for e yrs wasted..
looking at e juniors n e problems n everyday life they r facing, its like seeing myself in e past.. thats wat was me.. they r jus stepping after our footsteps n so r we.. stepping after those seniors that hav graduated..
sth seemed to hav been realised bt i cant figure out wat is it.. its some kind of feeling.. that i ve been soaked in, in e past one mth..
tis mth was like really quite wasted.. cos didnt really studied much of e sec 3 work.. must buckle up le.. or else wont b able to go my dreamed tj.. jus think abt e life in tj will make me feel excited oready.. went to their open hse once.. though was quite stupid to go open hse at sec 3.. bt i did.. n tj was super.. a lot better than wat was seen on e outside..
ya.. todays dream was so memorable.. dreamed of ... at last.. its been a long time since e last time.. n how long is it since we last met? or even talk?.. hai.. hope time could heal all e wounds.. n hope one day we can... ..
btw.. today he finally smiled to me.. at that moment i seemed to feel a piece of big rock was unloaded from my heart.. err.. e expression may b quite inapprpriate bt thats how i felt.. after that incident i lived in e life of regrets.. now must treasure tis returned frenship n.. ya jus treasure it n handle it.. promise i wont do it again.. its really a promise..
todays conclusion.. frenship is fragile, must get a sticker from e airport which says:" handle with care!".. haha.. though a bit lame bt i cant help.. cos with henry cooling e environment to e maximum everyday in sch, some of e skills has been imparted.. haha.. thanks henry.. :p

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