Monday, May 16, 2005

finally its over..

sorry to ... ..
sorry to yy..
sorry to hm..
sorry to yl.. think i owe u a sorry for e time being..

ok so today mye was finally over, n tmr e nightmare is starting.. debrief starting, n going to c wth im getting for maths..
overview for tis wk..
mon was emaths only for i finally dropped physics.. enlightened me a lot.. n im spending more time on chem n c lit now.. i guess thats gd, n sincerely hoping so..
tue had amaths which e 2 of them jus suck.. cos for every maths paper i didnt had time to finish.. guess not enough practice, so jus c how i going to do in june.. tis is a promise n commitment not going to b broken nor failed..
wed egeog n hcl paper 2, chi not bad for sure, then geog i guess no hope, to score..

thurs, is e worse paper i had.. it was chem, nth much from basic, thinking that its all kind of critical thinking questions.. wat i can used to find myself e chem pro finds it difficult.. alrite, i admit that i didnt spend too much time tis rd, i promise to do much better nx time, n i will.. english is managable btw..
fri being too panic-stricken by chem, i studied e whole nite for c lit.. actually i wanted to catch some sleep bt by e time i came to realise, its oready near 4.30am, so i might as well don sleep.. so i looked forward to how i fair in c lit too, for i wan to c how well i can do for c lit in jus one nite of burning e midnite oil..
so today was another amaths paper, another paper which i spent like 15 min sleeping.. so not hoping to c tis paper at all, for i noe i going to flunk anyway, even if theres miracle..

enough of exams, here comes e exciting part of my day..
after e exam, e whole of our sec 4 level went for a movie at marina gv, coach carter.. e movie was extremely great, cos its abt bball.. i loved e way they slam dunk n defending which was almost invincible.. it was so cool, didnt regret watching it.. n e sound track was so pro-ly matched to e scenes.. i jus loved e movie.. n btw, it was a v educational n meaning one.. Coach Carter, great movie..

btw, fri e 13th was such a black day for me.. nth went rite today, except for one, which ill talk abt later.. well i can believe that i ACTUALLY lost my wallet AGAIN?!?! omg, y e hell am i losing things everyday.. quite a great loss tis time bt i cant actually rmb wats inside my wallet.. anyway, i wan to get over tis soon..
n my mum was back on that day.. things seemed to b different, which i cant get use to as she had left for 2 mths or so.. nvm, ill get use to it soon which i should n will b..

enough of craps.. now i noe y my entries r always so long.. i don like to talk bt i like to crap using words.. my diaries r even longer.. thats me, wastin time on unnecessary things which i always do.. nah, jus stop crapping..
so was on fri that he... .. hehe.. actually nth much.. haha.. im insane n i noe it.. was hoping for my dreams to b true.. kept thinking abt tis for tis 2 wks.. if that kind of dreams can b true, y not tis one..
n oh ya.. saw dx at pasir ris mrt.. nv c him for quite long then i think he became more ... .. keke.. anyway nth much..
n oso on thurs.. met wz at e library.. was like so long nv c him then suddenly he became quite tall n ya, changed a lot.. although his tone n e sense of humour didnt change much.. was feeling familiar when i saw him.. a lot of memories refreshed, regarding p5 n p6.. times passed cannot b brought back, e reality is cruel..
wat a crap..
i m excited abt tis sat, as well as tis sun, e ti yu jie of tong xun yuan..
tmr is ss paper debrief.. im looking forward to it.. n abt wats going to happen tmr..
oh hell, by e rate of e amt of craps im giving, mayb im going to do a bit better for essay bt will fail badly for summary.. haha..

2 Comments:

Blogger jessie daisuke said...

yup yup im happy.. hehe..
u realy don wan ur name on tis ar..? im sorry for disturbing u by tis bt i don mean to.. if u really mind ill take it off.. i jus wan to remind myself of wat great mistake n mayb humiliation ive done to ppl whom i cared for..
n i wan to say i really really don mind abt tt nyjc thing cos its u who i care ok.. so i don mind..
y did u prefer dx..? he imposs. i don wan waste my heart le la.. he not gd meh? though hes abt e same no hope.. hai..
anyway thanks for being there n gd nite.. :)

1:31 am  
Blogger jessie daisuke said...

alrite sorry for e last time.. im sorry.. ure removed from e list.. hehe..
i wan to say if not e one i wan to worry for on my will, i will not care for huever not worth my effort, which means i worry for u cos i wanted to ok.. don feel sorry n jus live happily ok..
ya i agree that he has e sehr in bball n his hair jus rocks, u haven seen his new hairstyle in jc, haha, its rocks even more.. bleahx..
do u think e four yr old kid is so narrow-hearted? i hope not bah.. jus don do it again nx time i guess..

4:41 pm  

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