slacking extremely..

time is 11 in e morning.. here blogging not bcos i ponned again today.. my history lecture ended 0820, nx lecture is 1210, omg.. i jus slacked for 3 hrs.. reflashing memories, missing e days e 4 of us had at e back of e class.. missing e talkative n act enthu hm, e cooling aircon n cow henry, e 4-yr-old n 'entertaining' mr handsome.. nv thought how life would b without them.. now i noe wat life is like..
so tts jc life.. having longer break times than lecture period.. like 4 hrs of break compared to 40 min lectures.. soon im used to wat ive been doing in sec 2s.. being alone.. r e break times for bonding with ppl of ur og n cg? like wat ive seen along e corridors, ppl playing cards, sitting ard play stupid games, chatting.. well, i would like to b alone rather than being with ppl who don understand me n neither do i understand them.. alrite i understand bt disagree.. not tt im antisocial, jus tt no clicking is occouring.. i would rather sit in e library, enjoy e aircon, do some reading n writing, even blogging.. mayb reading n writing will help me to raise study momentum for any exams in e future, rather than slacking ard with ppl whom i don click with, n waste my time.. well, i like to slack ard with frens, like wat we did after xinma camp, like wat we did in sec 3.. bt not with ppl here where slacking is really meaningless n boring.. i don thnk slacking with gd frens is a waste if time.. in fact it will b memories tt can be revised over time.. after looking at tpjcians, i think tt i hav enough frens at txy.. tts how sad it is.. hus in e wrong..? me? mayb, bt i don care..
btw, today is back friday.. hope nth like losing wallet will happen to me again..
haven mentioned my orientation.. mayb will record it in another entry.. still, there 50 min to my nx lecture.. arghhh..
start to think wat is wasting time, n wat is not.. talk bout tt in nx entry..