Sunday, January 01, 2006

happy new yr!!

1st post of e yr 2006.. wish ppl hu wish to hear from me happy new yr~
here i am blogging at dj hse.. 1st blog entry written tis yr was blogged using other ppl com..
jus went countdown with txy.. at e esplanade, its so so so crowded.. anyway it was e 1st time i went countdown outside.. if i were at home i would sleep till e next yr.. today is e 1st time i c so many ppl at suntec, on e street n at esplanade.. i thought e stairs in front of marina square was v big, bt its still fully sitted by ppl.. more ppl than cars, having to queue n wait to get down escalaters n enter e mrt station.. new experience..

though its v crowded bt i feel tt its still a wonderful experience la, depending on hu u were with.. being with e rite ppl u ll feel rite.. looking at e fire works oso giv me some thoughts.. if u enjoy fireworks only depends on whether u r able to grasp e pt one sec of beauty it is showing la.. same in everyday life, whether or not u enjoy ur life, depends on whether u r able to observe n realise little little things happening ard u.. use ur heart to breathe, u ll c things differently as it should b seen, n c e happiness n beauty in everything.. yuchih theory.. haha.. same as my prelim sompre says la, live in e spot of ur life, observe n u ll realise..

some may think being able to b with e person u like is like in heaven.. mayb some kind of feeling like tt.. bt not really e case everytime bah.. may start to hate self for being petty.. being insane n feel unhappy bout trivial matter.. wat for.. i mean, its v sad tt e one u like thinks differently la.. like he doesnt noe wat ure thinking or, like my case la.. hai oso dunno wat im thinking n talking.. bt anway found out one thing true la.. girls r stupid when they r in love.. i dunno y bt brain jus cannot function properly la.. mayb too much emotions n thoughts become obstacles in thinking n influenced accuracy of ones thinking bah.. is tis e reason y guys r always b more intelligent than girls hu r intelligent if they r..? if u get it ull noe wat i mean..
well i feel tt being together with e person u ll find out more things u don wan to noe, seeing more things u don wan to c.. not as in e person itself bt e surrounding situations n persons.. finding out more things abt e past, e untruthful feeling making me feel sad la.. e worse, is tt he didnt even realise it..
n i found out theres guys of one horroscope i would not wan to meet.. esp ones character so much influenced by e horroscope, jus like him.. its jus sad tt i got it wrong la..
1st day of e yr im experiencing feelings like tis.. its not my fault, nor his fault.. no one is to b blamed..

i think i spend a lot of time blogging.. some may think it wastes time, which can b used to do sth more meaningful.. while i feel tt blogging is a time for u to think n reflect.. not thinking n reflecting abt ur life its like robots life, walking in a dead body like tt.. anyway, thinking enlightens meanings in life..

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