last 2 days of june holiday..

sorry to ... ..
sorry to yy..

hai.. now should b at sentosa, playing crazily with txy.. bt due to slacking too much for e past 4 wks, i hav to lie to my leader tt im not feeling well.. has been waiting n thinking abt it for so long.. wanted to go so much, omg i felt sad.. its time to pay e price of not finishing hw b4 holiday ends as a sec 4.. hai.. eh? i changed hor.. if its e previous me ill jus go no matter wat, then wait till sch reopen then say.. haha.. congrats me, i grow up le.. haha..
sch reopen as compared to holidays, ill prefer holidays.. b4 sec 3 ill choose sch cos i find nth to do at home, jus slacking my ways thru.. bt now is different.. so many things i wan to learn, n complete.. 1 mth is not enough.. reflecting on wat hav i done tis few wks.. v little though i felt tt i hav been doing things all these while.. n now for i can say i don expect anything from anyone la, nth exciting abt sch at all, nth to look forward to, wheres my commitment, finish e sec 3 syllabus.. i cant finish tt in sch.. i dunno wat im talking abt, jus frustrated.. jus, sad.. im suffocating..
i felt tt my views hav changed.. mayb with increasing age, e point of view will mature bah.. for wat i c my sec 1s thinking v stupid, n i don think abt wat i think last yr le.. mayb after much disappointments, i don look forward to some things le bah.. tts sad.. n with increasing speed of e changing world, i don think i hav time for all tis oready.. sacrifices under growing up.. haha, saddening..
will update abt ytd 4gr bbq later..